These were some insidious signs I missed in what I thought was an ordinary relationship.
I understood abuse as physical only and he never laid a finger on me! But…
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He would try and control me, “You knew I would be free then! Why did you make that programme?”
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He isolated me: “I do not like her hair colour. She is a freak. You should stay away from her.”
He was possessive: “Too deep-cut. Who are you getting influenced by, honey? You were not like this!”
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He would call me a bitch, slut, and would then apologise: “I was drunk, darling.”
During a random browse, I saw these signs of abuse and realised I was undergoing it!
I felt hurt, angry, very angry at myself.
Why could I not see it?
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There are these low level forms of abuse. We do not talk about it enough and very slowly they chip away our sense of self.
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