After her first kiss, all kinds of crazy thoughts go through a girl’s mind. Things like, she is no longer a kiss virgin. She also wonders, has been too sloppy in the act. Did I use too much tongue or too less, she wonders?
Plus she wonders how come the kiss didn’t feel as magical as she has read about it since forever? Since he was her first kiss, she now thinks she is falling in love with him. It’s a magical and confusing time indeed!