I have been married for a year now. Things have never been fine from the days of our courtship. For the sake of society the marriage happened but later I got to know that he did not like me and expected a better wife. I felt broken and exhausted and was helpless.
I went through mental harassment too and was in an abusive relationship for almost six months. Later I found love from a person whom I had a crush on before my marriage. We had continued friendship. Then we fell in love. We are deeply and emotionally connected with each other.
He is my soulmate and I can’t imagine my life without him. But now my husband has completely changed. Since the past three months he wants to get back to me. He is showing his love, but my heart has fallen for the other person. I am unable to get back to my husband.
My lover and I love each other madly. It is a very deep love which I can’t give up on.
In all of this situation, our family members want my sister-in-law to marry my brother. They also like each other now. I really don’t know what to do.
Kavita Panyam says:
You have mentioned that you were unsure of this relationship right from your courtship days. Pre-wedding jitters are felt by most people which is a stage