Yes I am jealous, in fact I have always been of that kid, the boy who ruined my family after his birth, it's my step brother. I dislike him for that fact that he snatched all the love that I equally from my father but couldn't get. But then sometimes it makes me think that was it really hisfault or my father's, who diffrenciated between his two kids and gave most of the attention of his life to his second child. He always made a comparison between us. In spite of knowing that I am the better one, I am the who needs his support never did so. He was always there to help me financially but he never understood that what I wanted was his love and the emotional support. Thanks to my mother who filled in the space everytime. This is the reason why today even I don't want any of things in my life. It is as it is used to come in a manner of formality to make me realize that I still have a father. But he forgot that he no more will have a daughter. I wish all the goodness and well-being for his son and thank him for just remaining a formality in my life.
I am three years younger to my sister who is a doctor. I have graduated from a local university. Off late, I have found out that my elder sister does not like me. I have discovered this from her texts to her best friend. I have been dating one of her school competitor for two years now and she hates that fact as she still finds him a competition. Though he has graduated from IIT, he is very grounded and isn't proud of anything. She keeps accusing him of being proud and arrogant. She tells that he keeps flattering people and I fell for his flattery. This has been fed to my mom, who was very supportive of this relation earlier. On the other hand, my would be in-laws are very supportive and love me very much. I am very sure that my sister is jealous of me as she has never got any time for living her life because she was busy with studies. I have not told my mom anything about those texts as it will hurt her.
Recently I have started noticing something strange and peculiar about my boyfriend he has turned into a Sherlock. He has started doubting me. He even keeps a tab on my friends. He didn't use to be like this before. But ever since he has seen me talking to my ex, he has turned this way. I tried explaining him that my ex called out of nowhere and I had no time to tell him the truth then, he doesn't believe me. I am hurt
Anita has always competed with me for everything. But there should be a limit. These days I have seen her competence reach my home as well. The other day I could clearly see her trying to capture my hudband's attention too. When I tried to show my husband the truth he won't listen. He is quite fond of her and doesn't see what I see. I am getting nervous. Kindly help.
What hurts more? The fact that they betrayed or that they were your best friends? I am terrible in dealing with betrayers. I find it hard to forgive and end up being bitter. How do I identify the bad people from the good?
I was in love with a guy from my college. And he was paying me attention too. But soon he started being friends with my roomie as well and then I kind of was isolated. I don't know what got into me but I tries to remain normal and pretend everything was okay. My roomie doesn't keep her cell password protected so I usually know what was going on. Out of spite however I made their secret affair known to my roomies parents. I ain't even feeling the guilt.
I have been stalking my childhood crush since fifth grade. Turns out he has been stalking me too. After so.many nervous conversations we could tell each other that we have a crush. While her I was, weaving dreams for my future with my prince charming, I get to hear this rumour that he is being spotted with a girl from his college. That girl is none other than my once neighbourhood friend. I don't know if this is some nasty trick on his part or reality but I am unsure how to respond.
I uh, have this very bad habit of reading people's diaries. The other day I happened to casually flick through my best friend's diary and found some romantic confessions she had written about the guy even I have a huge crush on and recently he has started reciprocating. I feel terrible.
My first blog
As always not feeling good. One phrase everyone almost say “ LOVE YOURSELF”now a days I say fuck you …tell me how to love yourself when you have made a worst decision in life (worst thing about this you don’t know at that moment that this is correct or worst decision for you ,ihateit) tell me how can someone love himself if he himself is the reason of his own disaster. I HAVE HOPES AA LOTS AND STILL CONNECTING THE DOTS that something is going to be good after all , but that thing didn’t make through > AND ANOTHER WEEKEND still want to go out and feel free but I don’t have anyone to share this …..i want to tell my each and every inch of problems too JUST ONE PERSON (its so difficult to trust anyone even not parents no mir (cousin brother i admire the most ) , revant(best friend) , nor Shreya(almost in love) …..that I was just about to sayyyy everything to riddhi(cousin sis my type of soul) but we were chatting if that day she was with me I have said it all. I WANT TO TELL EVERYTHING WHAT I M , WHAT I FEEL, WHAT I CARE , WHAT I DON’T CARE , BUT THE PROBLEM IS NO ONE CARE THAT I DON’T FIND ANY SINGLE PERSON NOT EVEN MY DAD/MOM/SIS THEY JUST DON’T I can t littrally relate to 13reasonwhy dialogues whole the time
I can't tell him I don't like his best friend. She's also a woman and has feelings for him, although he can't see it. Everyone knows it...and that kills me. He has many other women friends whom I don't mind, but..."
My wife has recently been promoted and now her salary is more than mine. I feel extremely incompetent and don't like being home, just want to spend all my time at the office. I know it is not her fault but I feel like a lesser man now
My wife has joined a new office with many male colleagues and she has been spending long hours at the office. I got jealous and insecure and started checking her mail and phone. There was nothing in either, and I feel very guilty for having felt that way and doubting her fidelity
I am in a long distance and very jealous of my girlfriend's friends and colleagues especially male. Not that I don't trust her, but I don't trust them. And this drives me crazy everytime she says she is out with them!