Things were different then< not they are much different now. But I am stronger, firmer and more independent to take decisions for myself. To drive my own life. To call a spade a spade. I want you so bad that it overruns every moment of my waking hour and ploughs through my sleep. Every single day. The last time we could not keep our words. I was weak so were you. I was helpless so were you. I was coward so were you. But no longer now. Let's change the course of our life with all our might so that we run it as per our command without letting others steer us like headless chickens with swords of deceit dangling overhead.