Struggles and Scars

I know I’m being abused but I live in hope

She cannot conceive a child but children are his obsession. He is abusive but she refuses to leave him
lady having hope

(As told to Sidharth Bharati)

Ours was a typical arranged marriage

I am suffering. Yet, I live in eternal hope. That is the best way to describe my current state of being. I am a woman. I got married to this gentle psycho ten years ago, and forgot what peace feels like. He was 31 and I was 25 when we got married. It was a usual south Indian arranged marriage, which was held in strict accordance with all the rituals he believed in. He had bought a flat, paid back all loans, married his sister off and had risen to an important position in his company when we married. Soon, I figured out that his only desire in life was to become a father, which he strongly believed would make his existence complete.

Related reading: My wife does not want children, but I do

He was obsessed with a desire for children

A few months after our honeymoon, he began checking with me for pregnancy, and the concern only became an obsession in the months that ensued. Sex became mechanical, and goal-oriented. Even my in-laws did not ask me. He did. Every morning, he made me feel small, and my entire personality reduced to just a uterus that could bear him a child.

Every morning, he made me feel small, and my entire personality reduced to just a uterus that could bear him a child.

I endured it.

Please Register for further access. Takes just 20 seconds :)!


 

I love someone in an abusive marriage but she does not want to leave it

Why do women stay on in abusive relationships?

My husband is abusive and doesn’t want to be intimate

SaveSave

Facebook Comments

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

You may also enjoy:

Yes No