Kua murua e au te hara o taku tāne, engari kāore tonu ahau i te mārie

I moe marino a Shekhar i tōku taha. I pupuhi ōna ihu, ā, i piki, i heke tōna puku. Ā, i titiro tonu ahau ki a ia e moe ana. Āe, me i taea e au te titiro atu ki a ia me te aroha. Āe, me i taea e au te rongo anō i te hiahia ki te awhi mārie ki a ia kia taurite ai ō māua manawa me ō māua tinana. Engari kāore i taea e au. I haere tonu te puta ake o te ahua o Saheli e mahi ana i tēnā. Ā, i tukua e au ia kia puta ake i roto i tōku hinengaro. Nā te mea i muri i te mea i tupu, me te mea kua mate a Mrs. Shekhar i roto i ahau.

Koinei te wā i tīmata ai ahau ki te hongi i ngā tohu o tētahi moepuku

Ko te wā tuatahi i hongi ai ahau i tētahi mea reka ika i runga i tōna hāte. Kāore au i te pai ki ngā kakara hua, ā, i roto i ngā tau, kua tīmata ahau ki te whakamahi i te kakara kawau i whiriwhiria e au mō taku tāne. I whakamahia anō hoki e ā māua tama tokorua te kakara kotahi. Nō reira, i taku hongitanga i tētahi mea reka hua, i miharo ahau. Ā, i ia rā i mua i te maka o te hāte o Shekhar ki roto i te mīhini horoi, ka tīmata ahau ki te hongi. I te nuinga o ngā rā he kawau, engari i ētahi wā he kakara hua.

Kātahi, i muri i te wehenga atu o tā māua tama teina, a Vishal, ki te kāreti hangarau i reira tōna tuakana, ka nui haere te inu hua. Kāore au i kōrero atu ki a ia, kāore hoki i pātai atu mō taua mea. Kāore hoki tana whanonga i rerekē. He wheketere tana kei tawhiti atu i te tāone nui, ā, kāore tōna tari matua i te tata ki tō mātou kāinga. Ka hoki mai ia i te pō. Engari he pono, ki te mea he moe tāne tāu, kāore he pānga o te wā o te rā ki tēnā. Ka kitea e te hunga aroha he wā, i ngā wā katoa.

Ehara ia i taku hoa aroha

Engari anō, ehara a Saheli i tana hoa aroha. Ko tāna tēnā i kōrero mai ai ki ahau i taku kitenga i a ia i te whare pikitia me ia e mātakitaki ana i tētahi whakaaturanga ahiahi i te wā i tika ai kia "mātakitaki ia i tētahi uta nui i te wheketere". I haere ahau ki te whare o taku hoa a Padma, ā, i kī mai ia kia haere māua ki te mātakitaki pikitia kaua ki te tina, e ai ki tā māua i whakamahere ai. Kāore au i mōhio ka kitea e au a Shekhar e noho tahi ana me Saheli i te tūru kokonga.

"Ko wai ia?"

"Ko Saheli ahau. Ko wai koe?"

"Ko au te wahine a Shekhar."

"Āe! He ataahua ake koe i taku i whakaaro ai..."

"Ka kakara ōna hāte i tō hinu kakara i ia rā, i ia rā

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He aha ahau i kore ai i mōhio?

He taitamariki a Saheli. He iti ia. He takakau ia. Ā, kua tata ki te tau te roa o te noho tahi a rāua ko Shekhar. Kāore au i te mōhio he aha tāna i kite ai i roto i a Shekhar, nā te mea he pai ake pea tāna mahi. He aha kei roto i taku tāne tawhito? Ā, mō Shekhar, e mārama ana ahau he aha ia i haere tahi ai me ia. Nāna ia i mea kia taitamariki. He tawhito rawa taku āhua. I piri ahau ki ngā sari. Ā, i piri ahau ki te noho hei kaitiaki kāinga. I piri ahau ki te hanga i tōna whānau, ki te hanga i tōna whare hei kāinga. Kāore au i te mōhio he aha ahau i noho puku ai ahakoa te haunga mō te wā roa. Kāore au i te mōhio he aha ahau i kore ai e aro ki tēnei mō te wā roa. He roa rawa te wā e marena ana māua, he uaua ki te whakaae pea… Kāore pea au i whakaaro ka kite ahau i a ia me tetahi atu wahineKāore au i te mōhio. Kāore rawa au i te mōhio.

He maha āna waea mai ki ahau. Kāore au i kōrero i tetahi kupu. I pōkaikaha noa iho ia. He maha āna whakamārama. I mea ia kei te pouri ia.

Te pānui e pā ana: Ahakoa i muri i tana kitenga kei te tuku karere kuputuhi tana tāne ki tana hoa o mua, kāore ia i ngaro tōna manawanui.

Kāore au i kōrero i tetahi kupu. I kite a Padma i ngā mea katoa, ā, i kī mai ia kia noho ahau ki a ia mō tētahi wā. I whakaae wawe ahau ki te tono. Engari kāore au i kōrero ki aku tama mō tēnei mea. I waho o te tāone aku tama, kāore rātou i hiahia kia kite i tēnei. Kāore rātou i hiahia kia mōhio ki tēnei. I hiahia rātou kia mōhio kei te pai ō rātou mātua. Ki te kore, ka pāngia ā rātou akoranga, ā, koinei te wāhanga whanaketanga o ō rātou oranga. I te āhua nei i mihi a Shekhar mō tēnei mea. I pātai ia ki a Padma mōku. I kōrero ia ki a Padma, ā, i kōrero ia ki a ia mō te pānga ki ahau. Te mutunga o taku kai. Te mutunga o taku kōrero. I whakamārama ia ki a ia i taku tūnga.

Kātahi ka hoki atu ahau ki a ia

Nā taku tauhohenga puku i whakama a Shekhar. I tīmata ia ki te toro atu ki te whare o Padma mō te tī i ia rā, ā, ka kite ahau i a ia e ngana ana ki te menemene mai ki ahau. I kite ahau i ngā panonitanga o ngā mea i roto i a ia. I noho ahau ki a Padma mō te marama kotahi. Ā, i taua marama ka tīmata a Shekhar ki te āhua kua koroheke. I pāngia ia e te mate i tētahi rā, ā, ka inoi kia hoki ahau ki te kāinga. I tētahi ara i mōhio ahau ka taea e au te tiaki i a ia i tētahi ara kāore e taea e tetahi. I hoki ahau ki te kāinga, ā, i atawhai i a ia. I oati ia kia kaua rawa e kotiti ke, kia kaua rawa hoki e whakapā atu ki a Saheli. Kua koroheke rawa ahau, kua ngoikore rawa hoki mō tētahi. whakarere I tētahi taha, i tētahi taha, he nui rawa tōku āwangawanga mō aku tama, kāore e taea te whakararuraru i ō rātou oranga. Ka tīmata taku kōrero ki a Shekhar, ā, ka hoki mārire ngā mea ki te āhua noa, ahakoa he āhua noa iho.

I ngā pō pēnei, ā, kua tīmata te maha o ngā pō pēnei, kāore e taea e au te whakaae kia hoki mai a Shekhar. Kāore au e tika mō tēnei. Ā, kei te whakaaro ahau me pēhea e taea ai e Shekhar te whakaae ki tēnei? Me pēhea ia e moe marino ai i te mea kua tauhou te rangimārie ki ahau? Kei te whakaaro ahau ki a Saheli. He aha te mea kua pa ki a ia? Kāore au i runga i ngā pāpāho pāpori, ā, kāore he huarahi hei whai i a ia. Engari kei te hongi tonu ahau i te hāte o Shekhar i ia rā. He kakara musk.

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