Ndinazindikira kuti mkazi wanga ndi wachiwerewere

(Monga adanenera Sambuddha Acharya)

(Maina asinthidwa kuti atetezeke)

Dzina langa ndine Anand Ganguly, ndipo ndinakwatiwa ndi akazi ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha.

Ndimachokera ku banja lodzichepetsa kwambiri, lapakati komanso lokhala ku Kolkata. Bambo anga anali mainjiniya amene analibe chidwi ndi ntchito yawo, ndipo chodabwitsa n’chakuti ankafuna kuti ndidzaza nsapato zawo.

Dinani apa kuti muwerenge za mayiyu amene akadali namwali pambuyo pa zaka ziwiri za m’banja.

Ndinali ndi mchimwene wanga wamkulu yemwe nthawi zonse ankakhala ndi anyamata. Ndimakumbukira kuti bambo anga ankawachitira nkhanza komanso aŵiriwo akulankhulana mawu osakhululukidwa. Nthawi yomaliza kumuona ndi pamene bambo anga anamukana. Panapita zaka zambiri ndisanamvetsetse kuti anali gay komanso kuti bambo anga sakanakhala ndi mwana wamwamuna.

Kenako ndinakwatiwa

Zaka khumi ndi zisanu ndi ziŵiri pambuyo pake, ndinali injiniya wa mapulogalamu a pakompyuta ndikugwira ntchito ku kampani ya mayiko osiyanasiyana pamene makolo anga ananena kuti andipezera mkazi. Makolo anga ankafuna kuona adzukulu awo ali moyo, ndipo ineyo, munthu wamkulu, ndinkachita mantha kwambiri poganiza zowakana.

Dinani apa kuti muwerenge mfundo zaukwati zomwe palibe amene akudziwa.

Ndipo ndisanadziwe, ndinakumana ndi Rupa, ndinamupeza wokongola kwambiri, ndipo ndinamukwatira. Ndinakumbukira kuti ndinalimba mtima n’kumufunsa ngati akufuna kundikwatira, ndipo Rupa anali atagwedezera mutu popanda mawu.

Kukula ndi maganizo olakwika

Mwaona, ndinapita kusukulu ina ya anyamata kumene ziŵerengero zokha za akazi zimene munthu amakhoza kuziwona zinali m’mawonekedwe a mabere ndi nyini amene amalembedwa m’madesiki a m’kalasi. Tinkaganiza kuti ukwati ndi chilolezo chogonana - nthawi iliyonse, kulikonse.

Tinkaganiza kuti ukwati ndi chilolezo chogonana - nthawi iliyonse, kulikonse.

Ndipo mosadabwitsa, usiku wa ukwati wathu sindinamupemphe chilolezo kwa Rupa ndisanamuvule ndikumunyamula pakama. Posakhalitsa, tinali banja linanso la Amwenye okhala ndi nyumba yathuyathu komanso wantchito amene mkazi wanga ankakhalako tsiku lililonse.

Dinani apa kuti mudziwe zambiri za zovuta zenizeni za kugwiriridwa m'banja ndi kufunika kwa chilolezo.

Rupa sanandiyang'ane nthawi yonseyi. Ndimakumbukira kuti misozi inali kutsika m’masaya mwake ndipo ndinaganiza kuti mwina anali namwali. Kusukulu, tinaphunzira kuti anamwali amakonda kulira nthawi yawo yoyamba. Tinaphunziranso kuti kukuwa, kulira, ndi mitundu yonse ya zizindikiro za ululu zinali umboni wa mmene tinalili amuna ndi kuti zimenezi zinali zolemekezeka kaamba ka mwamuna wathanzi, wamphamvu.

Dinani apa kuti muwerenge za kusintha thupi la mkazi limadutsa atataya unamwali wake.

Ndinali nditayamba nkhanza zomwe zinkandichititsa mantha ndili mwana.

Usiku, ndinkagona nditangomaliza kukodza. Ndipo m’mawa uliwonse, ndinkadzuka n’kudzipeza ndekha pabedi. Rupa anali mbalame yoyambirira; ndipo akucheza ndi wantchitoyo kumwa tiyi, adawoneka wotopa koma wokondwa kwenikweni.

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Kenako anatenga mimba

Miyezi inapita, ndipo ndinapitiriza khalidwe langa lonyansa. Kugonana kwa mtundu wanga kunali zaukali zomwe ndidaziwona mu zolaula, ndipo sindinkafuna kukhala nazo mwanjira ina.

Pamene mkazi wanga anatenga mimba, anayenera kukhala kunyumba kwa makolo ake kwa nthawi yonseyi. Anapeza mtsikana wantchito kuti azisamalira Rupa. Apa ndipamene ndinayamba kukhumudwa. Theka la nthawi, Rupa sanayankhe mafoni anga. Nthawi zonse ankakhala wotopa. Nthaŵi zina, Laxmi, wantchitoyo, ankatenga foni n’kundiuza kuti mkazi wanga palibe.

Ndinatsimikiza kuti akulankhula ndi mwamuna wina. Pokhala mwamuna yemwe ndinali, ndimadziwa mayina ake onse olowera ndi mawu achinsinsi. Ndinafufuza mbiri yake yofufuza, ndipo manja anga anazizira. Mkazi wanga amangoyamba kuonera zolaula ndi mwana wanga m'mimba mwake.

Dinani apa kuti muwerenge chifukwa chiyani akazi amakhala ndi zibwenzi kunja kwa banja.

Mtunduwu unandivutitsa. Ndinayesa kudziuza ndekha kuti zolaula ziyenera kuti zinali zoyesera kubwezera kusakhalapo kwanga, koma chinachake sichinali bwino.

Pamene ndinazindikira choonadi

Patapita nthawi, Rupa atabereka mtsikana wokongola, ndinadziwa choonadi. Laxmi anatengana ndi Rupa, ndipo tisanapite, ndidziwitse momwe Rupa anam'patsa ndalama kuti agone naye ndi kugona naye.

Sipanapite nthawi yaitali anandiulula yekha. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinali wokwiya kwambiri, ndipo ndimakumbukira nkhope yake ya stoic. Ndipo ndinakumbukira mchimwene wanga.

Zinanditengera zaka zambiri kuti ndigwirizane ndi chilombocho chomwe ndinali, komanso momwe ndidamuvutitsira kuti andiuze zoona. Kwa nthawi yaitali, ndinkadziona kuti ndine wofooka. Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri ndi zomwe zandichitikira. Ndipo kwa iye, ndinamva chifundo chambiri, ndipo - mu mphindi yotsatira - mkwiyo.

Dinani apa kuti muwerenge za milandu yachilakolako ndi zomwe zimachitika pamene mkwiyo ulanda malingaliro.

Patha zaka zisanu kuchokera pamene mkazi wanga wandiuzira zakukhosi. Sitinasudzulane. Ndife makolo onyadira a mwana wathu wamkazi wamng'ono, ndi abwenzi omwe, mobisa, amathandizana chibwenzi. Sindikudziwa kuti izi zipitirira mpaka liti.

Koma mkazi wanga akadakhala kuti sali wachibale, ndikadakhalabe ndakhala wodzizunza. Ndipo pambuyo pa zonse zomwe ndamuchitira, ichi ndi chaching'ono chomwe ndingathe kuchita.

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