(Monga adauza Joie Bose)
Mwamuna wanga watsopano sindinkamudziwa
Ndinachita mantha kwambiri ndi usiku waukwati, chifukwa ndi pamene akazi ambiri amataya unamwali wawo ndi mwamuna wachilendo yemwe njala yake yogonana iyenera kukhutitsidwa mpaka tsiku lawo lakufa. Ndisanakwatire, ndinakumanapo ndi Jatin kawiri. Anali m’gulu la Gulu Lankhondo Lapamadzi ndipo anali kumtunda kwa miyezi iwiri yokha pachaka. Ndidacheza naye pafoni, koma kulumikizana sikunali kwakukulu ndipo kumasokonekera. Chotero, ngakhale kuti ndinam’dziŵa kwa miyezi 20, ndinakhala ngati ndikukwatiwa ndi munthu wachilendo.
Chotero, ngakhale kuti ndinam’dziŵa kwa miyezi 20, ndinakhala ngati ndikukwatiwa ndi munthu wachilendo.
Akash, mnzanga wapamtima wa kusukulu, adati sichinthu chochita mantha. Ndipotu anandiphunzitsa kupsompsona pondisonyeza mmene ndingachitire mwa kupsompsona chikhatho changa. Nthawi zambiri ndimalakalaka atakhala Akash yemwe angandifunse kuti ndimukwatire koma Akash sanatsatire mtsikana m'modzi.
Nditamuuza kuti banja langa lakonza ukwati wanga ndi Jatin, anasangalala kwambiri chifukwa cha ine. Ndinkalakalaka akanakhala achisoni koma sizinali choncho. Jatin angakhale wachikondi ndipo amalemekeza akazi, ndinaganiza choncho ndichifukwa chake amasungidwa. Ndinali nditaganiza kuti ndili ndi chibwenzi chambiri ku Jatin. Akash adati mwina ali choncho ndipo ndidakhulupilira kuti Akash anali munthu yemwe amadziwa chilichonse.
Ndiye anticlimax wa ukwati usiku
Usiku wa ukwati wanga, Jatin anabwera kwa ine n’kunena kuti, “Usade nkhawa, sindikukhudza, watopa, gona. Ndiyeno anasintha n’kutembenukira mbali ina n’kugona. Ndinasangalala kwambiri chifukwa sindinkafuna kukhala paubwenzi panthaŵiyo pamene dziko lonse likanakhala likungoganizira za kugonana kwanga. Ndinalandira text kwa Akash kundifunsa kuti zinakhala bwanji m'mawa mwake. Ndipo ndinamuuza kuti Jatin analidi wabwino ndipo sanandiphwanye. Akash anatumiza text yomwe sindinayiwale. "Kugonana sikuphwanya. Zikachitika kudzakhala kokongola."
Iye ndi wabwino koma osati wapamtima
Sindinaone kukongolako m'miyezi iwiri yotsatira yomwe Jatin anali pamtunda. Kenako anachoka ndipo sananditenge. Palibe amene anadandaula nazo, chifukwa mkwatibwi watsopano amafunikira kuyanjana ndi banja. Ndiye atabwerako, zinali zovuta. Sindinali womasuka ndi mwamuna wanga. Anali wofunda nthawi zonse. Zabwino koma zofunda. Wosamala koma osati wapamtima. Woganizira koma osakonda.
Aliyense amatifunsa kuti wang'onoyo adzabwera liti? Ndimayang'ana pansi ndipo Jatin, akumwetulira ndikunena, "Pamene Mulungu afuna ..." Kodi amakhulupirira kuti kukhala ndi pakati kwangwiro? Ndi gay? Kodi alibe mphamvu? Sindinauze aliyense. Akash ankafusa koma ndimamuuza kuti asandilowetse nkhani zanga zachinsinsi. Kodi ndingamuuze aliyense? Ndikanena kuti ndakhala m'banja zaka ziwiri ndikadali virgin?
Zopereka zanu sizikupanga zachifundo Mphatso. Zilola kuti Bonobology ipitilize kukubweretserani zidziwitso zatsopano komanso zaposachedwa pakufuna kwathu kuthandiza aliyense padziko lapansi kuphunzira momwe angachitire chilichonse.
Il ya une solution à votre problème et qui marche. Ndili ndi proposée à des femmes qui étaient dans la même situation que vous et tout s'est bien passé. Voici la solution : il faut croire en Jesus-Christ. Quand tu seras dans la chambre avec ton époux, saisis sa vergé et serre-la dans ta main, puis implore le Seigneur kapena nom de Jesus-Christ. Demande-lui de faire lever le penis (l'érection). Prir avec foi et tu verras que ton époux va te donner satisfaction. C'est vite fait et c'est bien. N’zochititsa chidwi kuti Yesu ankakonda kwambiri Yesu. Que Dieu te bénisse.
Nkhani yanga ndi yofanana komabe maudindo adasinthidwa. Ankafuna kukwatiwa koma sankafuna kugonana.
Ndikuganiza kuti ndichinthu chamseri kuyembekezera kuti munthu wachiwiri atenge banja logonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha kenako ndikukhala nawo moyo wawo wonse. -Michael