He maha ā māua mahi tahi i te tari, ā, e mōhiotia ana e te katoa.

Shabaz… Shabaz… Āe, Shabaz… Ka karanga ahau i tōna ingoa me te mea he mantra, ā, ka hari ahau. Ka hoki mai ngā maharatanga ki a Shabaz i a ia e pupuri ana i tōku ringa, kātahi ka mahara tonu ahau ki tō māua tari ngaro. ngā wā kihi me te āhua o tā mātou mahi tahi i roto i te tari i ngā wā katoa. I taua wā, ka wareware ahau kāore aku tamāhine i te pai te haere i te kura ahakoa ā rātou utu kura maha, ā, ko taku tāne te kaiwhakahē i ahau mō tēnā. Ko taku tāne, e mahi ana i tētahi kamupene pūtea i te wiki katoa, e whakatapua ana tōna wā ki te Mīhana Ramakrishna, ā, e mahi ana i reira i ngā mutunga wiki. Kāore hoki he wā mō ngā kōtiro, kāore rawa he wā mōku. Engari ko au tonu te tangata e whakapaetia ana.

Pāwhiri ki konei hei pānui i tēnei he pūrākau mō te marena i waho o te marena, kei te harikoa tonu ia.

(E ai ki tā Joie Bose)

He tino ataahua a Shabaz

He kaiāwhina ahau mā te Tumu Whakahaere o tētahi kamupene ao whānui, ā, i tino pouri ahau tae noa ki taku tūtakitanga ki a Shabaz, te kaiwhakahaere hangarau hou, he tama... he pūkenga ki te toi o te aroha.

He tama mātau, he tamaiti mohio hoki ia, ā, he tino ataahua ngā āhuatanga katoa o te tangata. I tīmata ia ki te kite i a ia e te rangatira, ā, he maha ngā wā i karangatia ai ia e te Tumu Whakahaere Matua ki tana tari. Nā reira, he maha āna tūtaki ki ahau. Ā, koira te wā i tīmata ai ngā mea katoa. Engari kāore rawa ahau i whakaaro ka takaro tahi māua i roto i te tari.

Pāwhiri ki konei mo E ono ngā take e moe ai ngā wāhine Inia i waho o te mārenatanga.

I manukanuka ia, i āwangawanga hoki 

I te taenga mai o te rangatira i Niu Ioka i taua Rāhoroi, ā, i tatari a Shabaz ki a ia. I arotake ahau i tētahi mahere kaupapa ka whakaaturia e Shabaz. He mea rongonui tēnei mēnā i whakaaetia e au tētahi mahere kaupapa, E 80 ōrau te tūponotanga ka whakaaetia e ā mātou kiritaki te kaupapa. Engari he tangata uaua ahau ki te mahi, ā, i ruarua ngā kaiwhakahaere katoa ki ahau. E whakahē ana ahau i ā rātou whakaaturanga, ā, e kī tonu ana ahau kia mahi anō rātou kia kore ai e ngaro te tūponotanga ki te whiwhi i tētahi kaupapa.

I awangawanga a Shabaz, ā, i titiro matatau mai ki ōku āhua kanohi i a au e whakahaere ana i te whakaaturanga. He kaha tōna titiro, te momo titiro e kitea ana e te hunga tino ataahuaI ohorere ahau i a ia, ā, kāore i taea e au te ārai i te menemene iti. Ka tīmata hoki ia te menemene i ngā wā katoa e tūtaki ai māua. Koinei te tīmatanga o te katoa.

I tangohia e ia tētahi taahiraa māia

"He ātaahua tō mata," tana kī ohorere, ka ohorere ahau.

"Nō reira kei te titiro matatau mai koe ki tōku mata?"

"Kei te hiahia koe kia titiro atu ahau ki tētahi atu wāhi?"

"He aha?"

"He iti iho pea..."

Patohia a konei ki te panui i tīmata tēnei kōrero i te takaro pōwhiri i runga i a WhatsApp.

I whero tōku mata

I whero tōku mata, ā, i te oho ake, i rite ahau ki te mea kei te mura te ahi i roto i ahau. He tino ātaahua a Shabaz, ā, nā tana kōrero pēnei… i ngoikore ahau. Kāore anō kia kōrerotia mai tētahi pēnei ki ahau i roto i ngā tau. Nā te mea kāore māua ko taku tāne i te pai o te whanaungatanga i tāpiri atu ai te ahi ki tēnei. Kāore au i te riri, engari i whakaaro ahau me riri ahau.

Pāwhiri ki konei ki Pānuihia ngā take e āwhina ai ngā mahi moepuku ki tō marena. 

He pakeke ake ahau i a ia, kua moe wahine, ā, he ingoa pai tōku i te mahi. Engari kāore he mea i pā ki ahau i tua atu i te whakaaro o Shabaz ki tōku tinana.

Patohia a konei ki te panui ngā huarahi hei oranga tonu i roto i te marena kore ira tangata, me te kore e tinihanga. 

I maia ake ia

"He pai rātou, e mōhio ana koe. He aha kei raro i tō kanohi."

I noho puku ahau, ka titiro matatau atu ki te mata rorohiko, nā te mea kua tinihangatia ahau e tōku tinana.

"Kua whero katoa tō kiri, ā, he tino ātaahua tēnā..." i mea ia me te maia, te ataahua.

Pāwhiri ki konei hei pānui i tēnei He pūrākau mō tētahi wahine i whakakahoretia nā te mea he iti rawa ōna ū. 

I akiaki ahau i a au ki te whakaaro ki tētahi atu mea. Kāore i taea e au te utu mō tēnei, kāore i taea te whakaaro ka moepuku ahau i roto i te tari. I pōuri ahau. I ngana ahau ki te whakaaro ki taku tāne, engari ko te hāte i whakaaro ahau kei roto ia ia, he māwhero. I mau a Shabaz i te māwhero. I whakaaro ahau ki taku kīhini, engari i whakaatahia te mata o Shabaz i roto i ngā oko kanapa katoa i reiraI hiahia ahau ki te whakaaro ki taku hararei whakamutunga ki Mysore, engari ko te taraiwa, nāna mātou i kawe ki reira, he āhua rite tonu tōna mata ki a Shabaz. Waihoki ko ngā kaihīkoi katoa. Nui atu te ataahua o Shabaz.

I haere tonu ia i mua 

"Kei te whakaaro koe ki ahau e pā ana ki a koe?“

I pupū ake ngā roimata i roto i ōku kanohi nā te mea kāore au i pai ki te whakaaro kua hopukina ahau e Shabaz pēnei. I tahuri atu ahau ki a ia ka mea atu, "Kati." He ngoikore tōku reo, ā, kotahi noa te titiro ki tōna mata, ka mōhio ahau kua mutu taku mahi ake ake.

Patohia a konei ki te panui I pēhea te mea i tupu i roto i tēnei pūrākau i te kitenga o te tāne i a rāua e tuku karere kuputuhi ana. 

I tiaho tōna mata. I te āhua ngawari ōna ngutu. Ko tāku anake i hiahia ai he moe tahi me ia. Kāore au i whakaaro ka moe tahi māua i roto i te tari!

Te kihi ngaro me te tīmatanga o tā māua mahi tahi i roto i te tari

He kaitākaro a Shabaz. I whakatika ia, ka haere mai ki ahau, ka pupuri i tōku ringa. I titiro hohonu ia ki roto i ōku kanohi, ka mea, "Aroha mai mō tēnei. Engari he wahine tino ataahua koe." Kātahi ka piko ia ki raro, ka kihi tika i ahau ki ngā ngutu. Ko te kihi pai rawa atu o tōku ao.

He Rāhoroi, ā, kāore he tangata i roto i te tari. I whakaritea kia haere mai te rangatira i ngā wā katoa. Engari kāore au i aro nui, ā, ka tīmata māua ki te puremu i roto i te tari. I reira tonu i runga i taku nohoanga.

Patohia a konei ki te panui he aha te mea i tupu i te wā i tūtaki ai te wahine noho mokemoke ki te taitama takakau.

He tino whakarihariha tēnei! He aha tāku e kī atu ai? I tino hiahia mātou ki te purei i roto i te tari, ā, kāore he mea nui atu. Inaa, ko te mea i tīmata i taua Rāhoroi, kāore i mutu. Ina takoto kau te tari, ka purei mātou.

E rima tau inaianei

E rima tau inaianei. I ētahi wā ka rite ahau ki te mea Kei te aroha ahau ki a ShabazI ētahi wā, ka rite ahau ki te whakamahi noa i a ia hei utu i taku tāne whakapono nui. Ā, i ētahi wā ka whakaaro ahau kei te tango ahau i a Shabaz hei whakangahau. Ka pouri ahau, engari kaua e pena, nā te mea ehara a Shabaz i te tamaiti noa, ā, kei te whiwhi ia i tana wāhi ngahau.

Pāwhiri ki konei ki pānuihia ngā whaki a tētahi wahine kua marenatia e aroha ana ki tētahi tāne taitamariki.

Kei te hongi te katoa o te tari kei te pā mai he mea i waenganui i a māua ko Shabaz. Kāore taku Tumu Whakahaere Matua e māharahara ana, ā, kua tohu mai ia ki ahau e mōhio ana hoki ia. He aha ia ka māharahara ai? E mōhio ana ahau ko te Tumu Whakahaere Matua o tā mātou kamupene te wahine i uru mai hei kaiwhakarite kaupapa i ngā tau e waru kua pahure ake nei. He mea ngaro kei te ao umanga, kāore tetahi e mōhio. Ā, he kanohi matapo, he taringa turi ēnei whare, ā, koinei te wāhi e tupu ai māua ko Shabaz.

Whakaaetanga Ira Tangata: I hiahia ahau ki te hoa pai o taku tāne

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