Anali Mnzake Wamwamuna Wake Koma Kwenikweni Anali Ndani?

Maubale ena amabadwa motero,

Pamene mtima uli ndi chikondi,

Kukhala ndi wokondedwa ndi lawi loyaka moto,

Ndipo nthawi zambiri amasonkhana pamodzi pansi pa dzina.

Maubwenzi ena, sitikhala ndi mphamvu,

Chifukwa amafika mwachibadwa njira yathu,

Mwa kubadwa, kulinganiza kapena kulitcha tsoka,

Chisangalalo ndi chisoni, zonse mu mbale.

Komabe maubwenzi ena alibe mayina,

Amene anthu samudalitsa,

Koma Othandizana nawo m'menemo Savutikira.

Ndipo nthawi zambiri amasangalala limodzi.

Aromani anali osakhazikika modabwitsa m'maŵa umenewo. Linali silinali tsiku loyenera kuyenda momasuka m'mamawa - nyengo ya mitambo komanso yonyezimira ya ku Bangalore inali yonyowa koma kuposa pamenepo minyewa yake yosweka idawoneka kuti imamulepheretsa kulola kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ngakhale pang'ono. Sanathe kudzikhazika mtima pansi n’kukhala kwa mphindi zingapo, kugwira mpweya wake kwa masekondi angapo ndi kuchita ntchito zake zapakhomo nthaŵi zonse. Chifukwa chiyani?

Kudikirira mnzake wa mwamunayo

Anali kuyembekezera mlendo posachedwa - mlendo yemwe akuyenera kubwera ndi mwamuna wake pa chakudya chamasana. Mwamuna wake, Satish, anali atapita kale kumsonkhano wanthawi ndi nthawi kuofesi yake koma asanamuuze kuti apita ndi m'modzi mwa anzawo kunyumba chakudya chamasana.

"Kumbukirani kuti Rajesh abwera nafe nkhomaliro lero," adatero.

Ndipo monga mwa nthawi zonse, sanavutike kufunsa ngati mkazi wake angavutike kuchereza mlendo aliyense nkhomaliro. Kufatsa kwa Aromani kunali chinthu chovomerezeka m'banja lawo, komanso m'moyo wawo mgwirizano wosagwirizana, Satish, komabe, analibe zokakamiza zotere.

Nthawi inali itatsala pang'ono kutsala pang'ono kufika masana ndipo thandizo lake lapakhomo linali kunyamuka tsiku lomwelo atamaliza ntchito zapakhomo.

“Madam, ndinyamuka mawa, mwina mawa sindibwera kuntchito,” anakuwa motero asanatseke chitseko chachikulu kumbuyo kwake. Komabe, Aromani sanali m'maganizo mwake kuti ayankhe kapena kuoneka kuti sakumva kalikonse. Kupsa mtima koteroko kwa wantchito wapakhomoyo sikunalinso kwachilendo.

Chifukwa chiyani mnzake wa mwamunayo adamudetsa nkhawa

Koma kodi nchifukwa ninji kuchezeredwa kokha kwa mnzawo aliyense wa mwamuna wake kudzadya chakudya chamasana kukakhala chochititsa nkhaŵa kwambiri kwa iye? Palibe chifukwa chomveka. Kodi anali asanakhalepo ndi alendo oterowo m'mbuyomo- kudzera mwa mayanjano a mwamuna wake kapena akatswiri - ochepa kale nthawi ndi nthawi? Koma yankho la zimenezo lili m’zochitika za zaka zingapo zapitazo.

Roma ndiye anali wophunzira ku koleji - msungwana wosavuta koma wokongola wapakati wochokera ku tawuni yaying'ono. Chifukwa chotanganidwa kwambiri ndi maphunziro ake, nthawi zambiri ankangokhalira kucheza. Ngakhale zinali choncho, iye anali ndi munthu wosilira mwachinsinsi: amene amaba mosabisa, kumuyang'ana moyamikira, kuganiza kuti zimenezo sizidzazindikirika. Koma atsikana nthawi zambiri amaona zimenezi, si choncho? Kuti ziwonekere pa iye, komabe - anali dona yemwe amakonda kukhala yekha - njira yoyamba iyenera kupangidwa ndi wosilira.

Pambuyo pake, mnyamatayo analimba mtima, analankhula ndipo posakhalitsa anayamba kugawana mabuku; ndipo m’kukambirana kumodzi koteroko, uthengawo unaperekedwa kudzera m’kalata imene inalinso ndi ‘mawu atatu’ amene amafotokoza zonsezo. Aromani anasokonezeka; sanadziwe kuti akhoza kuwonedwa ngati munthu woyenera kulondola: zomwe zidamusangalatsa. Iye ankadziwa kuti chinali cholemba chake. Koma chisangalalocho chinayenera kutsutsidwa ndi malingaliro wamba: kodi anali ndi chilolezo cha kholo lake kuti achite? Analinso mwana womvera uja yemwe sankafuna kuchititsa manyazi makolo ake. Koma anali ndi ngodya yofewa kwa mnyamatayo.

Anaganiza zokhala mwana womvera

Chotero mawu otsazikirapo amene anachokera ku Aromani amati: “Maganizo ena, ngakhale kuti amatsutsana ndi chikhumbo cha mtima, sangabwezedwe. Ndipo pamene ankaika kapepalako pakati pa masamba a kabukuko, maso ake anadzaza ndi misozi yakusowa chochita. Ndipo cholembacho chinali chonyowa ndi misozi yake, komanso masamba ochepa a bukhulo.

“Ndiyembekeza kufikira nthaŵi ndi mikhalidwe zitigwirizanitsa,” linali yankho lochokera kwa wosirira wakeyo.

Kenako makolo ake anamukwatira. Pochokera m’banja losunga mwambo ndipo pokhala mwana wamkazi yekha kwa makolo ake, miyezo yake ya woyembekezera kukhala mkwati sinapemphedwe kapena kusonkhezeredwa kukhala ndi chikhoterero chirichonse pa nkhani yotero.

Machesi abwino kwambiri sanali abwino kwambiri

“Tikufunirani woti agwirizane nanu,” makolo ake ankakonda kunena motero motsimikizira.

"Ndipo adapeza zofanana bwanji!" analingalira momva kuwawa ali yekha.

"Banja lodziwika bwino, lokhazikika; Mnyamata yemwe ali ndi ntchito yabwino, komanso mbiri yabwino yazachuma- ndizomwe zili zofunika kwa makolo anga - ndipo zokhazo," adadziuza yekha.

"Chikondi ndi kumvetsetsa kumeneko, chikhumbo chofuna kufunidwa ndi kuyamikiridwa, kulemekezedwa, kodi iwo amaona pachabe?” Adazifunsa mopwetekedwa mtima.

Adapeza chikondi chake paukonde

Sanali munthu amene amangokhalira kukopeka ndi intaneti, komanso sanali gulugufe wokonda kucheza ndi anthu amene ankakhalabe ndi moyo pamasamba otere osintha mbiri yake, 'kukonda' ndi kuyankha pa ena. Koma anali ndi akaunti, ndipo nthawi zina ankaiyang'ana. Mbiri imodzi yomwe nthawi zambiri ankawoneka inali ya omwe amamukonda kuchokera ku koleji yake. Panopa akukhala mumzinda womwewo ndi mkaziyo. Ndipo tsopano kuti iye anali mu banja losasangalala, ankafunitsitsa kukhala ndi malingaliro obisika komanso osamala kwambiri. Adawonjeza nambala yake pamafoni ake koma adadziletsa kuti asamutumize uthenga uliwonse kudzera pa messenger application. Koma nthawi zonse kumuwona pa intaneti kunamusangalatsa; kumuwona popanda intaneti kunakhumudwitsa. Komabe, maganizo oti atumize uthengawo, anachititsa kuti mtima wake ukudumphadumpha.

“Ayi, ndingachite bwanji zimenezo?

Anaponya meseji

Koma tsiku lina, mosonyeza kulimba mtima kosowa, kumupeza kunja kwa intaneti (mwinamwake kumutumizira mameseji ali pa intaneti zikanamudetsa nkhawa) adangopereka uthenga wachidule:

"Muli bwanji? Aromani pano."

Koma uthengawo utangotumizidwa, unayamba kukhala ndi nkhawa.

“Sindidzafunitsitsa kuona yankho lake, kapena akayankha ayi,” anadziuza motsimikiza mtima podziwa kuti akhoza kugwedezeka.

Panali pafupifupi masiku atatu kuti uthengawo utumizidwe. Amadzinyansa nthawi iliyonse akayang'ana ngati ali pa intaneti - komabe sakanatha kuchita. Kumverera kozama kumeneku kupeza kuti palibe kulankhulana naye kunali kosapiririka, pafupifupi kuzunzika.

Ndipo mwadzidzidzi, atakhala pampando wake, foni yake idanjenjemera. Mtima wake ukugunda m’khutu, anatsegula foni yake n’kuyang’ana pa screen. Pomaliza! Zinali uthenga wake.

Koma atatsegula n’kuwerenga, anatsala pang’ono kusiya kupuma. Iye sankadziwa ngati ankasewera kapena ayi. Kodi ichi chinali chiyani?

Uthengawo unati:

"Mukuyenda bwino; ndikuyembekeza kukuwonani kumapeto kwa sabata ino pa nkhomaliro popeza ndaitanidwa ndi mwamuna wanu."

Anakhala pansi n'kusinkhasinkha movutikira ndipo anaganiza kuti mwina anadziwa pa malo ake ochezera a pa Intaneti (omwe anali ndi zithunzi za ukwati wake) kuti munthu amene anakwatirana naye ndi amene anamuitanira chakudya chamasana. Masiku ano, ndikosavuta kudziwa zambiri za mnzanu popanda kumva kuwawa. Komanso, akanatha kutsimikizira izi mosavuta ndi mwamuna wake, yemwe ndi mnzake.

Pamene maso awo anakomana…

Chifukwa chake, Aromani wamanjenje pomaliza adadzikakamiza kuti atsegule chitseko pomwe belu loyimbira lidamudzutsa kuchokera kumalingaliro akuda nkhawa. Manja ake ananjenjemera akutsegula chitseko ndipo kenako anakweza maso ake pang'onopang'ono, mofatsa koma mwachiyembekezo, kuti ayang'ane alendo omwe anali pakhomo.

Ndipo kuseri kwa mwamuna wake kunayimilira Rajesh munthu yemwe amamudziwa bwino kwambiri ndipo maso awo adakumana mwachidule ngati akufuna kuti ayang'anizane onse awiri asadatsitse zikope zawo mwachangu chifukwa chachidulecho chinabweretsa zokumbukira zambiri.

Posakhalitsa anakhala mchipinda chojambuliramo kuti azicheza. Nthawi zambiri amalankhula Satish, popeza anthu awiri onsewo anali osalankhula ndipo amawoneka osamasuka. Ndipo pomwe okondana am'mbuyomu adawonana, kudakhala kugwetsa moto koma osazindikira Satish.

Chifukwa chiyani sanakwatire?

Atangofika patebulo lodyera, Aromani akukonzekera chakudya chamasana, Satish adati:

"Roma, ukudziwa, ndinadziwa kuti Rajesh sanakwatirebe chifukwa amakhulupirirabe kuti moto wake wa ku koleji ubweranso kwa iye?"

Anayang'ana Rajesh; nthawi yomweyo adatsitsa maso ake.

"Okondedwawa ndi opusa kotheratu komanso opanda chiyembekezo chotani nanga," adatero Satish akuseka modabwitsa.

“Tayang’anani kwa ine,” iye anatero akudzitamandira, “ndakhala ndi akazi oŵerengeka m’moyo wanga, koma sindinalole zimenezo kundikhuza; ndipo m’kupita kwa nthaŵi pamene ndinakwatiwa, ndinapita kukafuna wina woti ndipeze mkazi wapakhomo.”

Roma ndi Rajesh anayang'anizana; Aromani anachita manyazi.

Chakudya chinayenda bwino

“Monga ngati ndili pano kuti ndikwaniritse cholinga chake, ndipo ndilibe chosankha changa,” iye analingalira motero.

Koma kuti mwamuna wake sanasamalirepo malingaliro ake ndiko kumvetsetsa kwake komwe anavomereza m’zaka ziŵiri zaukwati wawo. Chakudya chamasana chidadyedwa makamaka pokambirana za ntchito yokhudzana ndi ofesi momwe amuna awiriwo anali otenga nawo mbali ndipo Aromani anali omvera opanda chidwi, osakhudzidwa. Rajesh, komabe, anali wosalankhula kwenikweni mwa awiriwa, nthawi zonse amadziwa za kukhalapo kwa Aromani.

Ndipo m'kupita kwa nthawi, theka la ola pambuyo pa nkhomaliro, Rajesh anatsanzikana omwe anali nawo.

Aromani anali kuti?

Patatha mwezi umodzi, Satish atabwera kuofesi madzulo, belu loyimba silinayankhidwe ndi Aromani. Adatsegula chitseko ndi kiyi yomwe nthawi zonse amasunga mchikwama chake chakuofesi.

“Kodi mkazi wanga ayenera kuti anapita kuti masanawa? anaganiza mwachidule.

"Alibe achibale kapena abwenzi pano, ndiye ayenera kuti adapita kukagula zinthu, kwinanso?" adaziyankhulira ndikumwetulira mwachidule atakhala pa sofa kutseka diso. Koma panali patadutsa ola limodzi koma osazindikira kuti ali ndi vuto. Kuyesa kumupeza pa foni yake sikunaphule kanthu chifukwa inali yozimitsa. Kenako adadzinyamula kuti akatenge botolo lamadzi ozizira mufiriji, ndipo atatenga, maso ake adagwera papepala lomwe linayikidwapo lomwe linalembedwa kuti:

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