(Amagama ashintshiwe ukuze kuvikelwe ubunikazi)
Ngivame ukuvuka ekuseni kakhulu ezinsukwini ngemuva kokuba ekwazile ukuchitha ubusuku nami futhi ngimbheke elele. Unephunga eliyingqayizivele, ingxube ekhangayo yamaphunga omzimba wakhe , ukujuluka, umoya kanye nephunga lakhe, okwenza kube nzima kimi ukungamthandi . Ngokuphindaphindiwe. Nokho, ekuseni okunjalo, ngiyayilawula leyo nkanuko bese ngimbheka nje.
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Ngiyazi ukuthi ulala ngokuthula uma eseduze kwami, futhi ngiyazonda noma yini ephazamisa ubuthongo bakhe, kungaba i-alamu noma ucingo. Yena, okungenjalo ongalali kalula, ucwila ebuthongweni obukhulu lapho enami. Ukubuka elele kungenye yezinto ezijabulisa kakhulu ekuphileni kwami. Kungiqinisekisa ngokubaluleka kwami empilweni yakhe.
Ngizibona nginenhlanhla ngokwanele ukuthi ngikwazi ukuzwa umoya wakhe, ukuthinta isikhumba sakhe esingenasici, ithambo lakhe elivelele, izinyawo zakhe, futhi nje ngisondele kuye ngokomzimba nangokomzwelo. Ungunkulunkulu wami.
Ukusa okunjalo, phakathi nezinyanga eziyisikhombisa nesigamu ezedlule, nakho kwangiphazamisa . Futhi ingxenye yami isivele iphukile manje ngoba ngiyazi ukuthi kuzokwenzekani. Kungiphula umoya njalo lapho ngikhunjuzwa ukuthi uzovuka, angibuke engibuka, anginike ukumamatheka okuhle kakhulu engake ngakubona empilweni yami - kodwa enezinyembezi emehlweni akhe - afake isandla sakhe ezinweleni zami, angisondeze, angiqabule ezindebeni zami , bese evuka, alungiselele, ahambe. Akangibheki noma angikhulume nami ekuseni okunjalo. Akanginiki okokugcina futhi akasho ukuthi 'valelisa.' Uyahamba.
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Ngikhumbula okokuqala ngihlangana naye. Ngangisanda kuthuthela eDelhi. U-Akshay, umngane wezinsuku zobunjiniyela, wayenephathi ngakusasa kusihlwa futhi wagcizelela ukuthi ngiye. Ngakhipha ihembe elimhlophe, ngalihlanganisa nedenim yami evamile eluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, ngakwazi ukucosha ibhodlela lewayini nesixha sezimbali ngase ngihlanganyela itekisi endaweni yakhe. Sasihlangana ngemva kweminyaka eyisishiyagalombili. Bengingazi impilo yami yayizoshintsha ngalobobusuku.
Ukufunda okuhlobene: Kungani ngivumela owesifazane wami ukuthi adlale nabanye amadoda!
Ngashaya insimbi, ngilindele ukuthi avule umnyango. Ngathandana ngesikhathi evula umnyango. Iphunga lakhe langishaya kakhulu kangangokuthi ngaqhubeka nokumbheka emehlweni. Wangivumela ukuba ngingene, ngabe sengibona ukumamatheka okuhle kakhulu okokuqala. Wangibheka ngqo enhliziyweni yami, ngazizwa. Wabe esephakamisa isandla sakhe phambi kobuso bami. Ngabuyela eqinisweni, ngathi, “Ngiyaxolisa, kodwa angikaze ngibone owesifazane omuhle njengawe. ” Akazange abe namahloni, mhlawumbe ngoba wayazi ukuthi unjalo. Wangibheka ngendlela engaqondakali, futhi ngabona amehlo akhe ekhanya.
Ukufunda Okuhlobene: Abesifazane nemicabango yabo yocansi
“Siyakwamukela emhlabeni wethu, Mnumzane,” kusho yena. Ngaphandle kokususa amehlo ami emehlweni akhe, ngamnika isixha sezimbali engangizomnika sona Umka Akshay. Ebona ukuthi ngisamile ngaphandle wathatha isixha, wathi ngiyabonga wahlehla. U-Akshay weza, ememeza isiteketiso sami sasekolishi, futhi wanganga. Ngamnika ibhodlela lewayini, ngabingelela bonke ababekhona, ngaquma. Bekungekho noyedwa ubuso obujwayelekile. Iphathi bese ifinyelele esigabeni lapho abantu bejabule kakhulu, futhi bengasenandaba. Njengoba u-Akshay enza inkulumo encane, mina amehlo ayemfuna.
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Ngambona, efaka ama-orchid engawaletha esitsheni se-terracotta. Lapho eseqedile, wangibheka futhi amehlo ethu ahlangana. Wancika odongeni oluluhlaza lwe-apula olune-asidi waqhubeka engibheka ngalolo hleko lwakhe. Ngangingakuqondi lokho u-Akshay ayekusho, futhi omunye wabangane bakhe wambiza ukuthi ashintshe umculo. Wayesangibheka. Ngingakwazi ukuqonda ukuthi yini eyayingingene, ngaqonda ngqo kuye.
Ukufunda okuhlobene: Ingabe wayenephutha ngokufuna ukuhlangana nowayengumngane wakhe ngobusuku bangaphambi komshado wakhe?
“Sawubona futhi, ngiyaxolisa ukuthi yinto yokuqala engiyisho kuwe, kodwa akukaze kwenzeke lokhu ngaphambili, ngiyakuqinisekisa,” kusho mina, ngizethemba ngendlela engavamile. Wamamatheka, welula isandla sakhe, wayesethi, “Ameesha. Ameesha Sharma.”
Ngisamangele, ngimxhawule.
U-Akshay wafika engekho, wambamba okhalweni lwakhe, wayesethi, “Mfowethu, hlangana nomkami,” futhi ngezwa inhliziyo yami iphihlika yaba izingcezu eziyisigidi. Ngakhulula isandla sami, ngababheka umzuzwana owodwa noma emibili, ngathi, “Halala.”
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Namuhla, sobathathu sivumelene ngokuthi mina no-Ameesha siyathandana, ukuthi bashadile, nokuthi ngizohlala ngiyindoda yesibili.
(Njengoba kutshelwe uVivek Surendran)
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Ngaphandle kwengcosana, abangani banamuhla abalutho ngaphandle kwamaqili. Isifihla-buso sobungani nobugovu kanye nenkanuko eyihlazo futhi iyisikhala ebuhlotsheni. Phela abantu baya kunoma ikuphi ukwaneliseka kweSitho sangasese Ubani okhathazwa yizimiso zokuziphatha noma ngaleyo ndaba ubudlelwano.
Lokhu kwenzeka kimi kanye. Bekukuhle kakhulu.