Are you the one who takes it upon yourself to rescue your life partner and your relationship? Do you see your spouse as someone who needs fixing and yourself as the fixer? Being consumed by the needs of a partner and feeling obligated to cater to them are among the tell-tale indicators of a codependent marriage.
Curiously enough, a lot of people who are trapped in such a relationship don’t see the toxic red flags of codependency until its too late. ‘I’m too independent to be a codependent partner.’
‘How can I be codependent when I’m the one my partner leans on for support and help when situations turn messy.’
Such refrains are commonly used to overlook the signs of codependency in a marriage. This can be either because the person is in denial about the state of their marriage or doesn’t understand how codependency works.
Sacrificing yourself at the altar of your marriage is the most toxic manifestation of an unhealthy relationship. That’s why it is imperative to understand the anatomy of a codependent relationship to free yourself from this unhealthy pattern.
What Is A Codependent Marriage?
To understand what a codependent marriage is, we first have to decipher how codependency works. Codependency can be described as a psychological state where a person becomes so busy taking care of a loved one that their sense of self is completely obliterated in the process. Over time, the unhealthy relationship can take a toll over the person, pushing them into an overwhelming identity crisis.
In the context of marriage or romantic partnerships, the term ‘codependent’ was first used to describe the relationship patterns of people in love or sharing a life with addicts. While that paradigm still stands, psychologists now agree that codependency is at the core of several other dysfunctional relationships.
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A codependent marriage can be described as one with extreme preoccupation and dependence – social, emotional as well as physical – on one’s spouse. Yes, it is natural for partners in a marriage to lean on one another for support and help all the time. As long as this support system is a two-way street, it can be described as a healthy interdependent relationship.
However, when the emotional and physical needs of one partner start to dominate the relationship dynamics to the extent that the other is ready to do anything to accommodate, it’s a sign of trouble.
In a codependent marriage, one partner is so attached to the idea of making their relationship work that they’re willing to go to any lengths to get attention and love from the other. This often means that one partner continues to offend the other, and the codependent partner takes it all in their stride.
They may even internalize these problematic behaviors to an extent that they begin to feel guilty for their partner’s actions.
What Causes Codependency?
As mentioned before, not so long ago, codependency was seen purely in the context of relationships where one partner struggles with substance abuse or addiction. The other becomes their enabler. However, experts today agree that the root cause of codependency can be traced back to one’s childhood experiences.
If a child grows up with overprotective parents, they are mollycoddled to an extent that they never cultivate the confidence to go out in the world and build a life for themselves. Such parents can also make their children feel guilty for wanting to lead an independent life.
On the other hand, an under-protective parenting style can give way to codependency due to a lack of adequate support for the child. When the child feels like he or she lack a security net, they can feel extremely exposed, unsafe and vulnerable. This instills in them a fear of being alone, because of which, as adults, they grapple with an overwhelming fear of rejection.
Besides, growing up around parents who share a codependent relationship can also cause a child to internalize the enabling behavior.
These childhood experiences influence adult personalities. People with innate codependent tendencies are the ones who find themselves falling in the trap of dysfunctional relationships and putting up with them. Rather than, dysfunctional relationships leading to a person becoming codependent.
While the latter cannot be completely ruled out, the likelihood of the former is a lot higher.
11 Warning Signs Of A Codependent Marriage
Learning to stop being codependent can be a long-drawn-out process that requires consistent effort and the right guidance. The first step in the direction is to identify and accept the fact that you’re in a codependent marriage.
Before you think of codependency recovery stages to weed out dysfunctionality from your relationship dynamics, pay attention to these 11 warning signs of a codependent marriage:
1. The ‘we’ trumps the ‘I’
One of the first signs of a codependent marriage is that both spouses begin to view each other as a single entity. They have a compelling need to do everything together because of an overwhelming feeling that they can’t live without one another.
When was the last time you hung out with your friends alone? Or spent a weekend at your parents’ by yourself? If you can’t remember because you and your spouse do everything together, consider it a red flag.
A sense of personal space and boundaries is the first thing to fall prey to codependency in a relationship. If you’re both losing your individuality, it may be time to put your relationship dynamics under the lens.
2. The burden of responsibilities
Whether you look at female or male codependent characteristics, one thing stands out as a universal factor – a lopsided burden of responsibilities. Sure, married partners should turn to each other for help, support and advice when life deals you a bad hand. However, in a codependent marriage, this burden falls squarely on one partner.
If you’re that partner, you will find yourself solving all the problems in your relationship as well as your partner’s life. The onus of making difficult decisions and acting as the responsible one is on you. You may tell yourself that you’re doing it out of love. In the moment, it may make both of you feel good.
The bottom line is that you’re enabling your spouse’s unhealthy behavior.
3. Their fault, your guilt
Let’s say your partner gets a DUI and you feel guilty for not picking them up from that party or bar or wherever it is that they were. Or they forget to pick up the children from school. Instead of holding them responsible, you beat yourself up for not reminding them.
It’s a classic sign of a codependent marriage.
The nagging feeling that you could have done more to prevent a certain unpleasant situation. The truth is that no one can be or should be held accountable for another person’s actions. Even if that person is your life partner.
Your partner is an adult who should know that their actions and decisions have consequences. If you want to stop being codependent, you have to learn to let them clean up their own messes.
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4. Doing things you don’t want to
Analyze the anatomy of a codependent relationship and you will find one thing conspicuously missing – the word no. Partners in a co-dependent relationship continue to do things they neither should nor want to do. For instance, if one spouse misbehaves after getting drunk at a party, the other makes excuses to cover up the unacceptable behavior.
Or if a spouse loses a large chunk of money in gambling, the other digs into their saving to bail their partner out. Often, the enabling behavior pushes the codependent partner into the grey area of doing immoral or even illegal things in the name of love.
They may not want to do it but the fear of upsetting or losing the partner is such that they cannot bring themselves to say no.
5. No holds barred forgiveness
Forgiveness and the ability to leave past issues behind is the hallmark on a healthy relationship. However, in a codependent marriage or relationship, forgiveness becomes the sole prerogative of one partner while the other uses it as a permanent get-out-of-jail-free pass.
Your partner may say hurtful things, shirk responsibility or even display abusive tendencies but you continue to forgive them and giving them more chances. The hope is that they will see the error of their ways and correct course.
But unless they’re being held accountable for their actions, why will they?
6. Losing touch with yourself
Have you ever felt at a loss for words when asked ‘how are you feeling?’ or ‘what do you think about this?’ That’s because catering to your spouse’s needs, desires and wants has become such a single-minded focus for you that you’ve lost touch with yourself.
Your entire life is driven by the need to please them, keep them happy, clean their messes, all in the hope that they will stick around and ‘love you’. In this process, your thoughts, feelings and your identity get buried so deep that you can’t reach them even if you want to.
7. The perennial caretaker
When viewed from afar couples in codependent relationships can seem like they’re madly in love with each other. Look closer, and you find that one partner is doing most of the loving. The other enjoys the perks of this adulation and affection.
You may yearn for the same kind of love and affection from your partner. And want them to put you first like you always do. But that never happens.
So, instead, you learn to derive joy from selflessly loving and caring for them. It may seem selfless, unconditional love to you. Unless, it flows both ways and equally, it cannot be healthy.
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8. The fear of being alone
One of the underlying reasons why couples in a codependent marriage pick up so much slack and put up with unacceptable behavior is their fear of being left alone or rejected by their spouse. Your life has become so intertwined with that of your partner’s that you just don’t know how to exist and operate as an individual anymore.
When you say ‘I’d die without you’, there is a good chance that you mean it literally. The fear of being alone can be that debilitating. So, you settle for an unhealthy, toxic relationship and give your all to make it work.
9. Anxiety is rampant in a codependent marriage
You have seen so many up and downs and upheavals in your relationship that anxiety has become second nature. When things are going well between you and your partner, you fear that it’s too good to be true. You can never truly revel in a happy moment. At the back of your mind, you’re bracing for a storm to sweep through your life and wreck your happiness in its spate.
You know that if your partner is being nice, responsible or overly affectionate, it’s a sign of some trouble brewing in the offing.
10. The trap of guilt
If you’re in a codependent marriage, you know that something is amiss in your relationship. The anxiety, the constant worrying, the shame for your partner’s actions are all too pervasive to be ignored. Even so, you cannot bring yourself to leave and make a fresh start.
The mere thought of it fills you up with guilt and shame. That’s because you’ve convinced yourself that your partner cannot survive without you. So, the thought of reclaiming your life becomes synonymous with ruining theirs.
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11. You’re lost without the rescuer identity
Let’s say your partner makes amends to stop being codependent. If they’re an addict, they get into rehab and get clean. They’re working toward becoming a responsible partner who can share your burdens and offer you support.
Instead of feeling hopeful and relieved by this turn of events, you feel lost and deprived. Taking care of this person becomes a central focus of your life. You don’t know what you’re without it. As a result, you may lash out, create chaos in your life so that you can don the rescuer hat again. Or may even slip into a depressive state.
It’s not unusual for an enabler to move on from a codependent marriage after the other partner starts making efforts to become better. There is a good chance that you may even find someone who is more broken, and hence, needs to be saved.
If you identify with most of these signs, you must focus on going through codependency recovery stages to break free from these toxic patterns. Often, that’s not an easy transition. Working with a trained professional can help you make consistent and real progress.
A codependent marriage can be described as one with extreme preoccupation and dependence – social, emotional as well as physical – on one’s spouse
While codependency was first identified in the context of addiction, it is rampant in all dysfunctional relationships.
Childhood experiences are considered to be the root cause of codependent tendencies.
No, they’re the opposite of one another. Interdependent relationships are marked by healthy emotional dependence and mutual support whereas codependent relationships are lop-sided.
Yes, with the right guidance and consistent effort you can break free from codependent patterns.